i want to be able to drop everything and go, but i dont know whats holding me back anymore.
Today was really lonely.
even though amanda was with me the whole time.
I feel empty lately.
I dont know how to deal with this. I want to say forget it.
and end it while im ahead.
because youll just keep hurting me, my expectations i thought up werent what you really were.
and thats not your fault at all. but i expected more from the both of us.
i just care too much.
and i know its not returned.
Im stuck on the past, and the boy i knew who hated the person hes become.
Me, Tay, Colin and amanda are now going to rilo kiley instead of warped tour. Much better i say. Im excited. I do have pictures from the past few days but ill upload them later.